Kids...random thoughts.

Raising three kids is not easy let me tell ya. I think I may be getting gray hairs already. Anyway, three kids...I thought I was always late for things before, now I'm extra late. Very stressful, want to pull my hair out and scream...where's Nanny 911 lol? My four year old is the most difficult so far. I don't know what to do with her anymore. I feel like I've tried everything! I don't think it's jealousy issues with the baby because she loves her so much and is so good with her but I didn't notice her being this bad until Kynlee got here. So maybe there is some hidden jealousy? My seven year old is an angel(most of the time)...he always has been a good kid. He went through a little thing there for a while after his dad died but that's understandable and now he's back to his sweet self. Does that mean he will be the one giving me the most grief as a teen then? Obviously I can't tell yet how Kynlee will be...she is only almost 4 months old. Hopefully she's good...I don't know though, after hearing stories about how rotten Mark was as a kid she better take after me :) I've been at this since I was 16 years old and like my mom says, I'm made of tough stuff! My kids are definitely the best thing that ever happened to me. I was heading down a bad path before Aiden came along. Like I've said before, each one of my kids has saved me one way or another. The joys of being a parent most definitely way out the stressfulness of it. Wouldn't change it for the world. I love you Aiden, Payton and Kynlee!!! <3